The list felt hot to the touch. It had been tucked inside his wife, Emily’s, purse. “Get a tattoo.” James frowned, his brow furrowing as he read the first item. The image of Emily, the woman who preferred sensible cardigans to anything remotely rebellious, with a tattoo, was jarring.

He sat heavily on the bed, the list now a weight in his lap. "Ride a motorcycle," "Learn to play the drums," "Travel solo through Southeast Asia." His throat closed up. The room, usually bathed in sunlight, felt dark and suffocating.

He felt an odd pressure in his chest. A sudden, deep disquiet settled over him. Had he been blind? Was he missing something fundamental about her? He needed air. James stood up abruptly, and went outside.

Emotion: alarmed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.07 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion alarmed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 alarmed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the alarmed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the alarmed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.304
😨0.272
worse0.269
😣0.261
не0.254
Suppressed:
de-0.323
enthusi-0.258
happy-0.235
delight-0.225
ية-0.217