The textbook opened to a chapter on "Effective College Essay Strategies." And there, under a heading that read "A Shining Example," was her own application essay, the one about her struggles with self-doubt. Her face flamed.

She slammed the book shut, the sound echoing in the library. She stared out the window, her vision blurring with unshed tears. The library, normally a place of comfort, now felt like a cage.

She felt a desperate need to tear the book, the words, her essay, from existence. She pushed her chair back with a violent jerk and ran out of the building, not knowing where she was going, just needing to be away.

Emotion: alarmed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.07 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion alarmed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 alarmed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the alarmed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the alarmed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.304
😨0.272
worse0.269
😣0.261
не0.254
Suppressed:
de-0.323
enthusi-0.258
happy-0.235
delight-0.225
ية-0.217