"It's not real," I whispered, the words catching in my throat. I stared at the screen, my breath shallow and rapid. My article, my research, my voice… but not my name. It was like looking into a distorted mirror, seeing a reflection that wasn't quite me. A hollow feeling consumed me, a cavernous space where pride should have been.

I took a shaky step back, my legs suddenly weak, threatening to buckle beneath me. Everything felt unreal. I clutched the edge of the desk, my knuckles turning white. The words on the screen swam before my eyes, the letters blurring and rearranging themselves into a mocking spectacle.

Emotion: anxious

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -1.99 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.24

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion anxious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 anxious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the anxious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the anxious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.315
😖0.302
worse0.297
😰0.285
own0.267
Suppressed:
la-0.441
a-0.382
de-0.365
"-0.256
happy-0.256