“Okay,” I said to myself, gripping the door handle. The house stood before me, a silent testament to generations past. My brother, David, was whistling a cheerful tune, oblivious to the turmoil churning inside me. I was the one who had to handle the details, the logistics, the… everything.

The threshold felt like a boundary I couldn't cross. The house seemed to hold its breath. I felt a pressure building in my head, a dull ache behind my eyes. I took a few deep breaths, forcing myself to step over the threshold.

"Coming!" I called out to David, as if I had some control. My voice sounded small and brittle. I had to focus on the task at hand, the daunting list of things that needed doing.

Emotion: anxious

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -1.99 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.24

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion anxious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 anxious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the anxious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the anxious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.315
😖0.302
worse0.297
😰0.285
own0.267
Suppressed:
la-0.441
a-0.382
de-0.365
"-0.256
happy-0.256