The glossy invitation, emblazoned with a picture of her younger self, felt heavy in Amelia's hand. She set it down with a decisive click, but the image remained imprinted on her retina. Was that really her, beaming into the camera with such carefree abandon? A wave of heat flushed her cheeks. She found herself fiddling with the frayed edge of her favorite cardigan.

"Reunion," she muttered, the word tasting like ash. A knot formed in her stomach, tightening with each passing second. She absently started to gather the crumbs from her breakfast, sweeping them into an uneven pile on the table.

Later that day, she spent hours in the attic, surrounded by forgotten boxes and dust motes dancing in the sunbeams. She avoided the mirror, the image of her past self a constant, unwelcome reminder. The prospect of seeing those old faces, of being judged and compared, sent a shudder through her.

Emotion: anxious

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -1.99 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.24

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion anxious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 anxious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the anxious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the anxious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.315
😖0.302
worse0.297
😰0.285
own0.267
Suppressed:
la-0.441
a-0.382
de-0.365
"-0.256
happy-0.256