The meeting started, and I could feel my pulse quicken. The CEO was smiling, but it felt forced, unnatural. He began with vague platitudes about "new opportunities," but the words seemed hollow, empty. It was hard to breathe.

I sat there, frozen, the room seemed to spin. I’d spent so many years building a career here, a life. The thought of losing it, of starting over… it terrified me.

I looked around at the other faces in the room, searching for some sign of reassurance, some indication that everything would be alright. But all I saw were expressions of confusion and uncertainty, mirroring my own. The knot in my stomach tightened, and the world seemed to tilt.

Emotion: anxious

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -1.99 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.24

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion anxious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 anxious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the anxious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the anxious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.315
😖0.302
worse0.297
😰0.285
own0.267
Suppressed:
la-0.441
a-0.382
de-0.365
"-0.256
happy-0.256