The sunlight streaming through the studio window seemed to highlight every speck of dust, every imperfection. Amelia ran a hand through her hair, the gesture more frantic than calming. She’d been meticulously crafting each piece, each line, for years. To see her work, her vision, etched onto someone's skin… It was a visceral punch to the gut.

She paced, back and forth, the familiar creak of the floorboards a constant reminder. When the gallery owner had sent the photo, Amelia had felt a profound sense of… something akin to being exposed. Like her private thoughts were now on public display.

She picked up a brush, her hand unsteady, and stared at the blank canvas. The familiar urge to create was dulled, replaced by an unfamiliar hesitancy. She felt hollow, stripped bare.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242