He’d always been the golden child, her brother Michael. Brilliant, handsome, and heading for the priesthood. But now, he was calling himself “Imam Michael” and wearing a flowing robe. During the family meeting, a tremor ran through Emily as she watched her parents’ faces. They had sacrificed so much for his future, for the Church. Now, this… this betrayal.

The silence that followed Michael’s declaration was deafening. Emily excused herself, claiming a headache. She locked herself in the bathroom, staring at her reddened eyes in the mirror. She ran the cold tap, splashing water on her face. A choking feeling swelled in her throat. She felt like she had to defend something she had no control over.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242