The rejection email sat, a cold rectangle, at the bottom of her inbox. Her carefully crafted essay, the highlight reel of her accomplishments, felt like a mockery now. She clicked the "delete" button with a grimace, the sound echoing in the silent room. Her shoulders slumped, and she hunched over her desk, trying to become invisible.

The tears stung at the back of her eyes, but she willed them back. She couldn't cry. Crying was a weakness she couldn't afford to display. She needed to revise her plans. Her parents would ask what happened. She felt her stomach clench with the thought.

She picked up the crumpled acceptance letter from her dream school. The words seemed to mock her now. She tossed it in the trash, the sound too loud. She had to figure out what she would do.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242