The children had been outside playing when the workers arrived. Now, they were inside, watching, but he had ordered them away from the window. The hammering sounded harsh, a relentless drumbeat against the silence. It was a constant reminder.

He knew his lawn was the worst on the block. The fence felt like a public display of his failings. He imagined the whispers, the averted glances. He didn't want the kids to see, to understand. He wanted to shield them from the quiet shame he was enduring.

He found himself pacing the living room, the familiar routine of his steps a futile attempt to calm his nerves. He kept glancing at the clock, each passing minute amplifying his discomfort. He felt a deep-seated embarrassment. He wished the fence would disappear.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242