The surveyor's flags, bright orange, popped against the green of the grass. Sheโ€™d known this day was coming, but she still felt a jolt of panic. She was glad the kids were at their grandmother's. It felt like her secrets were about to be revealed.

Sheโ€™d spent the last year pretending everything was fine. Now, with the fence looming, it all felt terribly exposed. She found herself rearranging furniture, a mindless distraction, a feeble attempt to regain control.

She heard the hammering begin, the rhythmic blows intensifying her anxiety. She glanced through the window, then quickly turned away. She wanted to retreat into the shadows, to disappear completely. She ran her hands through her hair, and her pulse raced.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
้€ƒ0.297
๐Ÿ˜ž0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
๐Ÿ˜-0.288
(!)-0.269
๐Ÿคฉ-0.242