The U-Haul truck loomed in the driveway, a hulking metal beast against the backdrop of her childhood home. Her mother, bless her heart, was practically skipping around the front yard, waving a welcome sign she'd clearly crafted herself. Amelia, however, felt a cold knot tighten in her stomach. She avoided her mother's gaze, busying herself with unloading the boxes, each one a testament to her failure.

The scent of freshly baked bread wafted from the open kitchen window, a smell that usually evoked comfort. Today, it just made her feel…wrong.

"Honey, let me help with those," her father said, his voice laced with forced cheerfulness. She mumbled a refusal, wanting to appear self-sufficient, even though her face was burning up.

Later, huddled in her old bedroom, now repainted a nauseating shade of lavender, she stared at the cracked ceiling, the echoes of her younger self mocking her. The weight of her past, of her current circumstance, pressed down on her.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242