He'd spent years building an image of independence, of success. Now, he was back in his childhood bedroom, surrounded by posters of bands he'd outgrown, trophies he'd never earned.

He refused to answer the phone when his friends called. He made excuses to avoid family gatherings. He couldn’t bear the thought of them seeing him this way. The constant scrutiny he felt left him feeling as if he was always being watched.

He spent most evenings staring at the wall, the world outside his window feeling like a cruel joke.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242