The weight of the cello was a leaden burden on his shoulder. David adjusted the instrument again, the movement stiff and unnatural. He felt the stares from the other musicians, their knowing glances a painful stab. After years of playing violin, he was suddenly told to take up cello. The change was abrupt, the reason unspoken. He could practically feel the silent criticisms. His cheeks burned as he struggled through the scales, the deep notes feeling alien to his accustomed dexterity.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242