Sarah kept her back rigid as she walked alongside David. The rejection email sat, a cold weight in her pocket. He chattered excitedly about his skills, his confidence radiating like a beacon. The air around him seemed brighter, sunnier, while her own felt thick with a suffocating fog.

She hadn't even made it past the initial screening. He, on the other hand, was practically guaranteed the position.

She mumbled a congratulations, the words catching in her throat, a bitter pill she was forced to swallow. The silence that followed was deafening, the celebratory balloons adorning the building's exterior a mocking reminder of her failure. She quickened her pace, desperate to escape the scene.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242