The smell of chalk and the squeak of sneakers on the gym floor brought back a wave of unpleasant sensations for Mark. He tried to hide behind a pillar in the corner of the gymnasium, avoiding Mr. Peterson’s gaze. The man’s booming voice, the same one he had known in third grade, echoed through the vast room. The vivid memory of the dodgeball game when he'd been the last one standing, and then promptly tripped over his own feet, flooded his brain.

He shifted uncomfortably. His son, Ethan, ran over, beaming, after the class.

“Dad, Mr. Peterson said I’m really good at throwing!” Ethan declared proudly. Mark swallowed, unable to meet his son's gaze, as he tried to escape the situation. He felt a blush creep up his neck.

"That's great, buddy," he managed to choke out, attempting a smile that felt crooked.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242