The old treehouse stood in the backyard, its weathered wood a stark reminder of childhood dreams. Sarah watched from the porch as Emily, her lifelong friend, climbed the rickety steps. It was a pilgrimage, a trip back to a shared past.

Emily shouted down, "Remember all the times we spent up here? The secrets we shared?" Her voice was filled with nostalgic joy.

Sarah clutched her arms around herself, her shoulders hunched. She recalled a different treehouse. A place where her voice never felt heard, where her suggestions were dismissed. She remembered the way Emily had always been the leader, and she, the follower. She did not want to climb up there. The memories made her want to disappear.

She forced a smile and offered a noncommittal response, avoiding eye contact as she made an excuse.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242