The trophy room, usually a source of pride, felt like a museum of someone else's accomplishments. Sarah stared at the display case, the polished glass reflecting her downcast eyes. She had poured her heart and soul into the trials, the practices, the endless training. Now, here she was, not chosen, not deemed good enough.

The air felt heavy, suffocating. She felt a knot tighten in her stomach, a physical manifestation of her despair. She wanted to scream, to lash out, but instead, she just swallowed hard and turned away. The gleaming trophies seemed to judge her, each one a stark reminder of her inadequacy. She retreated to the shadows, wanting to disappear.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242