He went to the park, avoiding any place he might encounter friends or teammates. The kids were playing, their joyous sounds like a symphony of his failures. He sat on a bench, watching them, feeling an overwhelming sense of inadequacy.

He buried his face in his hands, allowing the wave of grief to wash over him. His shoulders slumped, his chest hollow. The world outside seemed to spin, and he was left in a sea of his own quiet despondency. He felt himself shrinking, disappearing.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242