Michael's chest felt tight. "Sarah Miller wants to be your friend," the Facebook notification announced. He almost choked on the mouthful of coffee he'd been sipping. He knew he should just ignore it, block her, move on with his life, but he couldn't. It had been ten years, and he’d built a good life. A wife, a house, a steady career. But Sarah Miller? The girl he'd cruelly tripped on the playground every day for months?

He swallowed hard. His stomach lurched. He felt the familiar weight settle in his gut, the leaden feeling of wrongness he thought he’d left behind. He considered taking a sick day to avoid the world. He hated that he still let her have this power over him.

He clicked on her profile, the blue light of the screen reflecting in his widened eyes. He quickly shut his laptop. He told his wife he had a headache.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242