She had always believed in fair play. Now, the world felt anything but fair. She saw her payscale, then David's. The numbers were clear. The rising feeling of anger at the injustice was slowly replaced by an icy dread.

The laughter of her team grated on her nerves. She started to miss work. She was feeling the pressure of being the senior member and the feeling that she was unable to lead. Her normally steady hands trembled as she typed, the words blurring on the screen.

She found herself staring at the open job postings online, a strange mix of fear and possibility washing over her. The future seemed uncertain, a landscape filled with shadows. The world was now a harsh place.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242