He reread the review, the words etching themselves into his memory. He felt a throbbing pulse in his temples. He gripped the edge of the table, knuckles white. He considered the critic's points, trying to find some truth, but the negativity overwhelmed him.

He canceled all his appointments. He ignored his phone. He sat in his darkened apartment, unable to move. He felt a deep sense of inadequacy, as if his talent had abandoned him.

He pulled the blinds shut, shutting out the world. The silence pressed in on him, a suffocating blanket. He felt the sting of tears prick his eyes.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242