The stairs creaked ominously as Maya ascended into the attic. Sunlight sliced through the single grimy window, illuminating a layer of dust that coated everything. The previous owners had been careless, leaving behind boxes overflowing with belongings. She hadn’t touched anything since moving in. The thought of it was heavy, like a lead weight pressing on her chest.

She rummaged through a bin, her fingers brushing against a child's worn teddy bear. Its button eye was missing. She felt a familiar knot forming in her throat. She recalled her own childhood toys, now long gone. She should have cleaned up before, but she had avoided it. She felt the air grow stifling and tight.

She stumbled upon a stack of old photo albums. Inside, faces stared back at her, frozen in time. Families, laughing, celebrating. She closed the album quickly, her hands trembling slightly. She wanted to close her eyes and block it all out.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242