The thin, cream-colored envelope felt heavy in his trembling fingers. A childish drawing of a cake adorned the front, and inside, a generic birthday greeting. The lack of a name twisted a knot in Mark’s stomach.

He avoided eye contact with the mail carrier as he retreated inside. His wife, Sarah, would be home soon. He needed to get this out of his sight. He hadn't been a good husband this year, consumed by his own worries.

He crumpled the card, then smoothed it out, a small, involuntary movement. He really had messed things up. He wouldn't look at it again, not today. He tossed it into the recycling bin, hoping the metal would absorb the weight pressing down on his chest.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242