The crisp cardboard felt almost like a slap against Eleanor's palm. The card, with its generic picture, screamed of polite distance. The utter lack of a name deepened the pit that had formed in her stomach.

She had spent the morning preparing a birthday cake. Her husband, David, was working late again, and she had hoped... She had hoped for more.

She walked back to the kitchen, carefully setting the unopened envelope beside the cake. The sweetness of the frosting now felt cloying, the aroma a mockery of her expectations. She wouldn't open it. She couldn't.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242