He ripped open the envelope, the paper tearing roughly. Inside, a generic birthday wish. No name, just the blandest of sentiments. It was probably from a coworker. He was pretty sure his friends remembered.

He dropped the card on the counter, then quickly reached for a glass of water. It didn't help. He’d distanced himself this year, a hermit in his own life.

He stared at his reflection in the dark window, seeing a stranger staring back. He knew he'd brought this on himself. The tight feeling in his chest was familiar these days.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242