I pushed the heavy chest aside, revealing a dark archway. My hands were clammy. This house, I was starting to realize, was more than I bargained for. The thrill of the discovery was quickly replaced by a wave of cold dread.

I'd thought I could handle this, that I was resilient. But the air in the hidden space, the smell of damp earth and decay, made me want to flee. I couldn't look the realtor in the eye. I couldn't tell my friends what I'd found.

I’d made a series of reckless decisions in my life, and this felt like the culmination of them. The room was not a prize. It was a testament to my own shortsightedness.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
šŸ˜ž0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
šŸ˜-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242