The scent of lavender and mothballs clung to everything in the house, a constant reminder of Evelyn’s presence and her expectations. I, Daniel, felt like a trespasser, moving through the rooms that were once filled with such vibrant life. The space felt too big, too empty.

I'd always been so busy, so self-absorbed. The calls to my grandmother were few and far between, the visits even rarer. I’d offered empty promises, excuses. Now, surrounded by her belongings, I felt a knot in my stomach.

My sister, Sarah, was methodically going through the kitchen drawers, pulling out old utensils and chipped plates. "Think we should keep this?" she asked, holding up a tarnished silver spoon.

I couldn't meet her eyes. My voice was a choked whisper, "Whatever you think."

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242