The email arrived, a celebratory notification about the success of "Professor Eldridge's Pudding," the dessert that had become the unexpected hit of the prestigious culinary competition. The recipe, the exact one, was her mother's, and she had submitted it anonymously, desperate for a little financial boost. She'd assumed no one would notice, a little family recipe wouldn't stand a chance.

Her fingers trembled as she reread the message. The feeling was a deep, cold shiver. She went to the window and stared out, the city lights blurring through unshed tears. She wanted to scream, to lash out, but the words caught in her throat. She felt like an imposter.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242