He stared at the menu, the words mocking him in bold print: "Grandma Rosie's Meatloaf," a dish he hadn't even named himself. The restaurant, "Rosie's Place," had become a local favorite, but he knew the truth, a truth no one else did. The recipe was his, a family heirloom, he'd given it to a distant cousin when he was young and in need of money.

He pushed his plate away, suddenly nauseous. He couldn't bear to look at the food. The sounds of the bustling restaurant, the happy diners, felt like a cruel joke. He felt the blood drain from his face, leaving him pale and fragile. He wanted to flee, to escape the suffocating weight of this deception.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242