He walked past the community center, the sound of the band's music echoing across the park. They were playing "The Wanderer's Ballad," the song he'd written years ago, a song that had been his heart's outpouring. It was being performed by a band that had rebranded it as their own, the lyrics subtly altered, the melody changed.

He stopped, his legs suddenly heavy. The music felt like a physical assault, each note a painful jab. He leaned against a tree, trying to steady himself, the cheerful melodies mocking the hollowness within him. He felt exposed and vulnerable. He felt like his heart was being torn open.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242