The scent of her perfume, a cheap and familiar vanilla, filled the air. The journal lay open on the pillow. She must have been reading it, there was no other explanation. The room seemed to shrink, closing in on him.

He felt the familiar burn of tears prick behind his eyes, a feeling he tried so hard to hide. His roommate, Olivia, was busy applying makeup, humming along to the music.

He just stood there, speechless.

Olivia finally looked up, her expression one of mild curiosity. "Did you write all that stuff?"

He didn't reply, just turned and ran, the sting in his eyes making it hard to see.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242