The ornate writing desk, once his grandmother's, now stood in the middle of a cold, empty room. It had been the place where she wrote letters, composed poems, and crafted her stories. It embodied everything he was losing: a connection to the past, a sense of belonging, and the comfort of her love.

He picked at the chipped paint on the drawer, tracing the familiar patterns with his fingertips. The silence of the room, broken only by the distant hum of the city, was a crushing weight. He felt a constant pressure behind his eyes, a tightness that made it difficult to swallow.

He didn't bother to sit at it. He was too embarrassed to use it, to be seen using it.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242