"So, you just… never came back?" The demolition foreman, a burly man with kind eyes, asked the question gently, like he’d stumbled on something awkward. Amelia shrugged, a dismissive gesture that didn't fool anyone, least of all herself. She looked away, focusing on the intricate patterns of the ivy that clung to the brickwork, a reminder of forgotten summers. The words got stuck in her throat. She should have written, called, at least visited. Instead, she had cut herself off. It was easier that way. The guilt was always a weight.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242