The empty pages of the new notebook stared back at Jessica. She’d been so excited to begin her next novel, a sprawling fantasy epic, inspired by Blackwood’s rich world-building. Now, the blankness felt oppressive. She couldn’t bring herself to write, the words stuck in her throat.

She felt a hollowness, a sense of creative paralysis. She’d spent so long trying to emulate his style, to capture his magic, that she was lost. Her own voice, her own ideas, seemed distant, unreachable. She felt useless and uninspired.

She slammed the notebook shut, the sound echoing in the silent room.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242