From the moment Liam learned the news, the university building seemed to shrink around him. The grand, echoing halls, previously symbols of opportunity, now felt like a prison. He tried to blend in, to become invisible, avoiding the gaze of his peers. He had been so proud, so certain of his place, and the thought of losing it all made him want to retch.

He cancelled his weekly calls to his grandparents, the people who had sacrificed so much for him. The thought of their questions, their excitement, was unbearable. He spent hours in the library, staring at the books but unable to concentrate, lost in a sea of his own making. The library’s usual quiet seemed to mock his inner turmoil.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242