Liam stared at his reflection, avoiding eye contact. The date on the poster for his party, “Poolside Bash!” glared back. He'd put the posters up himself, excited, oblivious. Then his phone buzzed – a group text confirming Ben’s laser tag extravaganza, same day, same time.

He scrubbed a hand over his face. The vibrant party decorations he'd meticulously crafted felt suddenly ridiculous. He should have asked Ben first. He should have considered. The cheerful music he'd chosen for the playlist now sounded tinny and hollow.

He slumped onto the bed. The weight in his chest made it hard to breathe. He wanted to vanish. He hoped Ben wouldn't notice he wasn't there. He’d probably just come up with some excuse.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242