The brightly lit gym felt sterile, the smell of sweat and rubber overwhelming. "You're… Ben?" Alex asked, looking at him with a puzzled expression. The old friendship felt like a heavy weight, and Alex felt so very small. He’d hoped to impress Ben. Now, it was clear that his carefully constructed façade had fallen apart.

He’d spent weeks working out, wanting to surprise his friend, wanting to show him how much he’d changed. But Ben just blinked at him, as if confronted by a stranger. Alex felt the muscles in his jaw clench, his hands balling into fists. He muttered something about needing to leave, the words catching in his throat.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242