The email sat in her inbox, a digital death knell. She scrolled back and forth, reading the polite, empty words again and again. They loved her *voice*, they said. But the story… didn’t quite fit. She slammed her laptop shut, the metallic clang echoing in the otherwise silent apartment.

She’d told her friends. She’d told her family. She’d envisioned the book launch, the signings, the praise. Now, all she could see was her own gullibility, her own foolishness. Each congratulatory text message she received felt like a tiny, mocking jab.

“You okay?” her roommate asked, peeking into the room. She just shrugged, turning away, pulling the covers over her head, wanting to disappear.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242