“Congratulations, you’ve reached the final round!” He remembered the email, the thrilling words, the excitement that had buzzed through his veins. Now, that same email felt like a cruel joke. He had spent so long building himself up, so long believing he was capable of this.

He started avoiding his favorite cafe, the place where he had done most of his writing. He couldn’t go there. He couldn't face the friendly barista, the familiar faces. He felt too exposed.

He locked himself in his room. The familiar comfort of his own space had become a prison.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242