The venue was opulent, a stark contrast to the small, cluttered apartment where she grew up. Every detail, from the crystal chandeliers to the perfectly arranged canapés, emphasized her lack of belonging. Her mother, elegant in a shimmering gown, beamed at her from across the room. She felt a knot tighten in her chest.

She had spent years trying to live up to her mother's expectations, chasing a dream that felt increasingly distant. Now, facing the audience, she felt exposed. She stammered through her speech, her voice barely a whisper, offering platitudes and compliments that rang hollow even to her own ears. Her hands trembled, making her notes dance.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242