The ballroom glittered under the chandeliers, a perfect setting for his mother's momentous occasion. He’d arrived late, feigning a work commitment, desperate to delay the inevitable. He’d practiced the speech in the mirror, but now, faced with the crowd, he felt a knot of pressure behind his eyes.

He watched his siblings, already mingling and conversing with ease. He felt himself shrink and wanted to disappear into the woodwork. When it was his turn, he approached the podium with forced bravado, the carefully prepared words slipping away. He spoke too quickly, the sentences disjointed. He could feel the weight of unspoken expectations and unfulfilled promises.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242