He flinched when he heard the familiar whir of the sewing machine. Once, the rhythmic hum had been a lullaby to Arthur, his fingers expertly guiding fabric. Now, it was a constant reminder of his inadequacy. His son, Sam, had taken to the craft with an extraordinary talent, creating elaborate costumes and winning local competitions. Arthur found himself avoiding the spare room where his sewing machine sat idle, its presence a constant weight.

His hands, once so deft, now felt clumsy. He'd start a project, only to abandon it halfway through, the unfinished garment mocking his lack of ambition. When Sam asked for help, Arthur would stammer out excuses, claiming he was "busy." He’d walk away quickly, the feeling in his stomach churning.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242