The thought of facing Karen after she'd mentioned Camp Briarwood made his insides clench. He knew the memory of the talent show, the terrible poem, the awful stage fright, would be fresh in her mind, and his own.

He avoided her for the rest of the day, ducking into meetings, using the excuse of a long lunch. The elevator ride down to the parking garage felt like a personal triumph.

He walked past her desk, pretending to be utterly absorbed in his phone, barely acknowledging her cheerful greeting. He needed to put as much distance between them as possible.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242