The crisp white envelope felt heavy in Elias’ hand, like a brick in a silk glove. He hadn’t thought of Clara in years, not really. Certainly not with the churning in his gut that now consumed him. He'd been so young then, so easily swayed by the crowd, and he'd done the worst thing a friend could do.

He retreated to the back porch, the setting sun painting long shadows across the overgrown garden. The letter sat on the weathered table, accusing and silent. He should have stood up for her. He should have been better.

His fingers, suddenly clumsy, fumbled with the seal. He stared at the looping script, recognizing it instantly, even after all this time. He couldn't meet her eyes if he ran into her now. He knew it.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242