The solicitor’s words, a dull drone, echoed in Amelia’s ears. Her brother, Charles, sat beside her, radiating a quiet self-assurance. A grand estate, acres of land, a trust fund. It was everything Amelia had ever wanted. It was everything she'd assumed she'd never get.

She stared down at the small, leather-bound book in her hands. The solicitor had presented it with a slightly hesitant air, as if he expected her to be disappointed. A collection of her grandmother's recipes, meticulously transcribed.

Amelia’s eyes began to sting. She pretended to cough, pulling at her collar, but the cough wouldn't come. She saw Charles’s eyes on her. The book was a symbol of her grandmother's love, the tastes and rituals of generations. It was a gift that screamed of sacrifice.

She didn't know how she could be worthy of such a thing. She wasn't her grandmother. The thought weighed down her chest. The heat in her face was a pressure.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242