The auction house was alive with murmurs and excited chatter. Her brother, George, moved with practiced ease amongst the wealthy bidders, a man of wealth, a man of power. A priceless art collection. His sister, Olivia, beamed at his success.

She felt a wave of nausea. She stared at the worn, leather-bound journal she’d been given. The lawyer seemed to find it a bit odd, though he masked his disapproval well.

Her father’s detailed diaries, filled with his innermost thoughts, his insecurities, his struggles. She didn’t know what to do with any of it. She felt the weight of her own inadequacy. He'd always been so careful to keep his secrets. Now they were hers.

She was so embarrassed. She felt the heat creeping up her neck and down her chest. It was impossible to breathe.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242