The email arrived with the subject line: “Your Childhood Home.” Her heart lurched. She deleted it immediately, her hand shaking. It was a place she had tried to distance herself from.

The email continued to haunt her. She eventually gave in, and looked at the listing. The descriptions of the upgrades and renovations felt like a personal insult. She shut the browser, then opened it again.

She found herself retyping the address into the search bar. She opened the photos again, then closed them. She felt a deep, quiet dread. A sense of being exposed, judged. It made her want to disappear.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242