The doctor's office seemed to shrink. I had just heard Dr. Ramirez explain the new study. His study. My study. The color drained from my face, a coldness spreading through my limbs. I felt a strange sense of detachment from my own body.

I focused on the patterned linoleum floor, avoiding eye contact with anyone. I tried to control my breathing, which was suddenly shallow and rapid.

When Dr. Ramirez turned to me, I simply gave a weak smile and a quick nod, then mumbled some congratulations. The words felt foreign. I quickly exited the room, needing to be alone. I struggled with the sudden, uncomfortable lightness in my chest.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242