The little leather-bound diary was innocuous enough, tucked away in the back of a drawer. But inside, between the florid descriptions of flowers and sunsets, were the meticulous records. A savings account. His wife, Amelia, kept it secret. He felt a rising tide of nausea.

He stared at the delicate handwriting, each looping letter a testament to a life he thought he understood. The room swam, and he blinked, trying to clear his vision. He thought of all the times she’d expressed concern about their finances, the careful budgeting.

He closed the diary, the action abrupt and violent. The weight of the information was crushing. He felt his chest tighten, making it hard to draw a complete breath.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242